It is like a burst of adrenaline just sitting there waiting for something to attack so that I can sprint.
I have no idea why this is. Nothing has happened. Everything in my life is the same as it has always been. I just feel like something is going to happen. I don’t know what and I don’t know when, just something… soon.
Lately my daydreams for my future have changed. I don’t know if it is just a normal “what if” this happened in my life type of daydream, or if it is a true wish that something would change.
Do I want to take the fork in the path that is just up ahead out of sight, or do I want to continue down the road that I’m on? Which is the right way to go?
And if this is not just a daydream. If this is a real thing that could be good for me and for David and for my children… can I do it? Can I have the courage to step on faith again? And what if I do, what if I take that step, and I fail? What then?
I am currently full of life questions and have no answers. An open-ended life full of possibility and change is not a comfort for a planner.
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